1. |
Better Than This
03:40
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I'm thinkin over it
I think too much
It hinders my spirit when there's never enough
Shell game sleight of hand to wish for something more
Honest husbands, cheating wives
Generous buyers, greedy stores
I'll get through it, I'll get through it
I'll say it ten times over
I'll get though it, I'll get through it
I'm better than this
That's what anchors me
I mean it weighs me down
Can't give thanks to fear, can't say no to crowds
Guess I'll just play dumb, shouldn't be too hard
Peaceful people, violent guns
Sober drivers, drunken cars
I'll get through it, I'll get through it
I'll say it ten times over
I'll get though it, I'll get through it
I'm better than this
I'm better than nothing, and nothing is better than this
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2. |
15,000
04:02
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My fortunate friend, you won another lottery
Just send in those numbers
Ha ha
And you always do
$15,000 from the sky
Almost $15,000 almost mine
All these almosts always in my eyes
Makes me wonder if I don't just want to want
Be young with cosmetics
You worry too much anyway
Just give me the money, and I'll never ask again
$15,000 from the sky
Almost $15,000 almost mine
All these almosts always in my eyes
There & then I know I don't just want to want to want
Wanna wanna wanna want to want
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3. |
Aeroplanes
03:25
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I remember the time with you on the station
We were dancing on tile
It was cold, I was barefoot
It was her TV show, it was our celebration
It's criminal to let these things go by
There was light coming in, like windows on aeroplanes
It was church afternoon, we were ready for somethin
We are morning for good, we are laughing at evening
Slowing down
It's criminal to let these things go by
My friends will all be famous
This world cannot contain us
We'll be first time going out
And going out again
What a relief
We're all okay
It's criminal to let these things go by
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4. |
Breathless
02:12
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How could I be happy on a day like today
When I can't even breathe
I should put myself away and run
How could i feel lucky gettin' what i just received
Took it in the ass
All that gravel and broken glass
Those are scars that last
Does this make it over
Oh no
Come down, breathless Heather
I know
Soggy little nothings, that's all they really are
Rotted too long in there
Better give them all some air
They're just lies
I have told a couple
Now that's a lie right there
I've told so many more
But I'm not keeping score
God, I love your smile
Does this make it over
Oh no
Come down, breathless Heather
I know
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5. |
14-41
03:10
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14 to 41
Start blind, end up dumb
You're 16, you're 23, you're 32, you're 41
Gonna leave it all behind, and not say sorry
Yea, you are always right, so why worry
You learn to steal, and lie to friends
You trust no one
My birthday's comin around again
And there is no other way
And there is no other
I'm waiting for the bell to ring
I'm always older
Pressures and folds of fat, and lipstick-stained calendars
Hide under marriage porcelain that I'm fallin over
My birthday is my worst day
My birthday's comin around again
14 to 41
Start blind, end up dumb
You're 16, you're 23, you're 32, you're 41
You're all those things and then you're none
You're through all that, you've just begun
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6. |
Tides
03:31
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This time next year, I won't be here
By then, I swear, I'll be somewhere
I rely on this, I rely on this, I rely on this, I
Standing on top of a tall pole
Trapeze, still air, and me there wondering
Will I jump or won't I, will I jump or won't I
Just show up, there is time
Just walk in the light
And all you desire will rise like tides
This time next year, I won't be here
By then, I swear, I'll be somewhere
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7. |
Savory
03:33
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Hey angel
Consider yr position
Framed to be consumed
Savory
Savoring yr sympathy
Hey angel
Fly over and bless me
See you feign surprise
I'm all eyes
You're all you need to be
Hey angel
Whatever position we consider fit
To put you in
You'll protest yr complicity
Easy now
One hand will wash the other
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8. |
Crush On Everyone
02:42
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If you have just one
Let me be that love
If you have lots of others
Please let me be one
If you like undressing
Please let me find out
If you like large intestines
Please please please let me find out
If you're gone for weeks on end
In crazy situations
And don't know why you drive through cars
In dirty foreign towns
Please let me find out
If you shield your eyes
From glory every time
And drag yr mouth to smile
If sickness is yr cover
I'll try not to look down
I'll try not to look down
Or if you're sick of cradling
And dragging around my injuries
You can just say fuck right off
It's better than not knowing
Or if you're just as scared as me
If that's what it's about
Please let me find out
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9. |
Got My List
03:10
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Some days I feel affected, then it all disappears
The rain and clouds above my head
And it all disappears
I'd understand it if I could grab it
Another wish on my list
One more day we've made it through
Got my list, got my list
Some days I feel protected, then it all disappears
We breathe as two, but we think as one
And it all disappears
I'd understand it if I could grab it
Another wish on my list
One more day we've made it through
Got my list, got my list
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10. |
Laugh, Fall, Or The Road
03:52
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I pretend these lights are on for free
I clean up for rewards
I share the parts of myself that taste good
And hide the rot I nibble on alone in times like these
I want you to bury me
To make you live to say
And every inch is one more flaming lung
I laugh, follow the road
Sleep is the best drug
I saw my Moon
That and wishing she was on Mars
Anything but saying she wished she was dead
I remember
Wonder what was the difference to
People left around
Messes not picked up
Infections let to green
I laugh, follow the road
I laugh, fall, or the road
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11. |
The Big Parade
03:57
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I've just come back from the war
I'm angry and tired and bored
Scarred by the things that I saw
Still don't feel like I'm home
Don't wanna go back, don't wanna stay
I'm still waiting for the big parade
Just before dawn
Doesn't feel like last fall
Feels like a friend I'd lost touch with
Who I'd hoped wouldn't call
Blankets and clothes
Pictures of wives
The glow of the burning
We saw from the sky
When I woke up
All swaddled in white
I wanted my mother
Wanted her to tell me why I was alive
I'd write every night
Just before bed
For a while there I stopped
Did you think I was dead?
The truth of it is
I was just scared
Scared to come back, I wanted to stay
I'm still still waiting for the big parade
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12. |
My Little Relief
02:10
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Fold up clothes and pack away
I'm finally here, it's all too much
I'm a brick of salt and aging well
There's a wish for holding hands
Foster please peace understand
Crow up the debt and cradle
Make the deal and move through this
What you steal is what will fit
I don't want this to be hard
You don't want to
Let some kind saint hold you
It's not love now, I'm just through
Let's hope go, it's a crutch
Let this just be new
You've seen the way she cries
Let old aching be dust
Little sage around new doors
There I am, there I am!
This my little relief
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13. |
Pollyanna
03:37
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There was always yr voice
You were always the one
Finally when I made my choice
You finally remembered to run
I was never caught up
Now I'm somehow ahead
Alone whether I'm being followed or I'm being led
Pollyanna
I don't want to talk, I don't want to say it out loud
Words are just weight sinking it further into the ground
So, tell all the news to those that don't know
Show all my bruises and smile I'm my own TV show
Pollyanna
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14. |
Tricky
03:17
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Well that's a tricky motherfuckin thing to do
Could you just wait a while?
And what a way
I'm alive
Lovers all the way
Do you see me laughin?
Oh, you don't realize
Well I never liked you much
Hey, no surprise
I should've but I didn't say
I didn't take the time to think it through
What's a little kiss anyway?
John, I'm only dancin
Oh and hey, he turns me on
You're the one who left here
And you been gone too long
And when I find myself in times of trouble
I get up and run away
I see my life in another way on the way
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15. |
Wings
03:06
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And to my lover, I leave
The bottom of every fountain
Attract whomever you please, and let
Never a day be the same
And to my mother, I leave
All my unruly abandon
Live whatever you dream, and please
Dream of me
We will all have wings
And to my father, I leave
All of his life's hard-earned lessons
Live as long as you please, and please
Let's be friends
We will all have wings
One deep breath
I'm outside now
We will all have wings
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16. |
Disco Manifesto
03:03
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I don't wanna go build cars
I don't wanna work on the railroad
So be it boring
I don't wanna just have sex
I don't wanna be like the Romans
So be it boring
Ich heisse Jonah, ich bin glücklich
I don't wanna freeze my head
I don't wanna visit the future
So be it boring
I don't wanna eat yr shit
I don't wanna go out to dinner
So be it boring
I don't wanna pay the rent
I don't wanna do what I have to
A life of obligation is no life at all
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17. |
Engage
03:58
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Katie, I said, "I think I'm gonna marry you."
And she said, "Are you asking me, or are you telling me?"
"I'm asking you.
"Well go ahead and ask me, then".
And so I did, and she accepted, and we went out into our days.
I won't break, I will wait, I won't hide, I will stay
I'll never run away
When I'm sick I will try
When you're you're scared I will smile, I'll never run away
I'll never run away
Congratulations, you've blown us all away
Forget the waiting, no one needs those games
I'll celebrate it, so simple and so plain
Congratulations, now never run away.
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18. |
Mer-Kat
02:42
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Who's the one who knows when there's trouble brewin?
Who's the one who knows what the Flat Kat's doin?
Surfin on the land, skatin on the sea
He's here to save you & me
Mer-kat!
Who's the one who knows about the secret hideout
If he's as scared as you, then he'll let you find out
He's not afraid to cry, he's not afraid to sing
He's not afraid to use his secret power ring
Mer-kat!
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19. |
Be Real
04:06
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The rain of days
I'm finally home
Finally home
The big parade
Is all the way gone
All the way gone
Be real
And all of the praise
Has gone to my head
Gone to my head
I'm falling down every night
Every night
Be real
I'm finally here, it's all too much
All my words are not enough
I bury masters under earth
Be real
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20. |
Always
02:33
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I could leave it behind, just like always
Burnt up, bottled inside
Just like always
There you go again
Brave, gone
Were we never friends
Right, wrong
I wouldn't, I shouldn't worry
I knew it, I shoulda broken all this down(?)
Guilty precedents
Brave, gone
Worthless evidence
Is it right or wrong?
I wouldn't, I shouldn't worry
I know that bravery is stupid
It's just another way of hiding
When there's nothin
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21. |
A-L-L-Y-S-O-N
02:13
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Hey a-l-l-y-s-o-n
Can we do it a-g-a-i-n?
You're so hot
If there were more girls like you
The sun wouldn't have anything to do
You're so cute that Pikachu
Collects little color cards of you
It's ok, you're not my girl
Cos yr hottie punk rock husband rocks my world
You're so smart
You know what's up
Even if I read every book, I'd never catch up
You're an all-good girl in an all-wrong world
So happy birthday, baby
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22. |
N,C,A
02:24
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Nancy and Casey and Adrian
It's really nice to meet you
And I'm not just sayin that
It's not just to be nice
But it's good to be nice
But I really really mean it
It's good to be in yr house
It's good to meet you all
It really really is
So Hannah says hi
And I say hi
It's the best way I know
But I look forward to learnin more from you
It's really nice to meet you
I know that I just said that
But you can't say it too much
Especially when you mean it
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23. |
Oh, I'm So Lucky
02:59
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24. |
Bye, Jon
03:54
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He only wanted what was best
Tried hard for friends & family
He laughed & waited
Long gone days
(lyrics from BUILDING by Sense Field)
You know I don't just hate everyone
You know I don't just hate everything
You know I won't just love everyone
You know I don't just love everything
Love is building
Our lives are building
Hate is a building torn down
Love is building
You know sometimes we didn't know what to think
You knew all along we would work it all out
You know sometimes we just didn't know who or what to believe, baby
Were you in doubt
New day lifted my doubt
Love is building
Our lives are building
Hate is a building torn down
Love is building
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